Run, Hide ... or Trust with life

I find it very difficult to completely trust someone.

To let someone take care of me is difficult. I am talking about a situation if I am bedridden and somebody has to do everything for me.

What would be the feelings of a person who is going to the operation theatre for a major surgery? I am sure that it would be nearly impossible for me not to try to get up and run. How can I trust a doctor to do the right thing for me? I don't know.

But the problem is that for every small thing I face this difficulty. To go to a place, can I trust the driver to take me to the right address? Can trust the shopkeeper to give me good quality products? I always face the question of whether I am being cheated by others.

I think its because of the endless experiences where I found that I was cheated. I have lost the naive trust enjoyed by young at heart. I am cynical about everything.

But, to live on I need trust... I have trust in life... I have hopes of a better tomorrow... I have faith in a superior power that takes us to be better destiny...